03222012- All i want is happiness!
They say parting is such sweet sorrow, but wouldnt it be nice if just for once it didnt have to be?
New York 2011, Happiness!
03182012- I found my love!
"Go out and find what you love, and then fill your life with it as much as possible, because in the end you will remember the things you love more than the things you didnt"
I found my love a couple of years ago, and nothing have ever even been close to it. This weekend just made me realized what i want with my love. I want TAMPA University, the school, the place but mostly my big time love the soccer!
I dont know how to describe it, but i felt so good when i was there looking at Univeristy of tampa. It felt like this is my place, i could see myself live there. The school was super nice, pretty and super. The soccer was the best, i felt happy during the whole time. I didnt wanna leave the place. All i have to do now is to wait and see what happens. I really really wanna go there, so badly!
Ill show some picture from it when i have time, now i have to start my HARD workout!
Life is good when you have a soccer ball at your feet! Thats what i call happiness!
I keep doing it over and over again!
I never learn! I keep doing the same misstake over and over again.. Right now I'm a mess, i have way to much things on my mind. I guess i have to start taking stuff away. There is one person i need right now and thats my sister, i miss being able to call her, she always know what to say and she is the best listener ever.
I dont know what to do, or i know exactly what i need to do but why is it so hard to do?! If i stay in this situation i make the misstake i promised myself i would never make again, but if i end it im afraid i will make a misstake of letting go.. So what ever i chooes i end up making a misstake. This is the part I hate the most.. I dont know, maybe i should just stop making promises to myself. But whats the piont... Everything is so messed up, to many people are involved. I dont want it but at the same time i dont want to say goodbye to it..
I guess this is what people mean when they say life's not fare!
