So much things have happened since last time, i just havent had the time to blog.

My first year in college in the states are done, and ive done so much, its insane. On the flight home i tried to remember what ive done and ill make a list, a list that wont include everything since some stuff never should be mentioned ever again, what happens in college stays in college. But here is some stuff:

Wow, two finals done (english paper and art test) and tomorrow is the worst test of them all, macroeconomics! Ive been studying since 9 am to 10 pm at school and it still doesnt feel like in know a shit.. So its going to be a long night and a early morning to get the  "easy" information as Dr Thai says, into my head..

Im now done with 11 hours of studying. Great and tomorrow i have to go back and study some more. Tomorrow is also the first day of my finals. It starts up chill with just handing in an english essay. Which ive been working on for like ever now.. Feel pretty good, i did it sunday but woke up this morning and felt i needed to redo it so thats what ive been doing. Heard it was a good one so i might get an A in that class which means im one step closer to Tampa, so im happier than ever!!

Wow, i dont know what to say. Today was my last classes at Averett Univeristy and i feel weird. Im actually going to miss Averett, the people are ok and the soccer is amazing. It just hit me i never going to walk into those classrooms again, never talk to the teachers again and ill probably never going to see some of the people ever again.. Its kinda sad actually. But im aiming for something bigger, i want University of Tampa.

My new infatuation: Justin Biebers new song Boyfriend!

You make it so easy... to forget about you. Happiness was all i wanted but along with it you brought sadness, counfusion and madness! Everytime i thought this time would be different your action took me back to the old days. Instead of going forward we're standing on the sarting line, we cant move forward or backward, we're just standing there paralyzed with the finishline fading more and more away from us. I could almost reach it, i could feel how the happy ending filled me up, but then just in the blink of an eye i was pulled back down to the darkness of our love.

A lot of things are going on right now, the last week before finals so have a looot to do. And today beside all my homework i had to do physical and photo with my team ive been coaching. My planning suck thats for sure, because its 11 pm and im sitting and study math when i should be asleep to my 8 am class tomorrow.

In 20 days im landing on Swedish ground, 20 day, thats insane! Cant wait, im done with this place right now, or wait noo i have 2 more weeks here in Danvegas, 2 weeks of styding and final exams. Then off to DC to my KB. She's gonna show me the city both in daylight and night. Going to be so much fuuun!

Youre the happiness in my life!

"Go out and find what you love, and  then fill your life with it as much as possible, because in the end you will remember the things you love more than the things you didnt"

I never learn! I keep doing the same misstake over and over again.. Right now I'm a mess, i have way to much things on my mind. I guess i have to start taking stuff away. There is one person i need right now and thats my sister, i miss being able to call her, she always know what to say and she is the best listener ever.

A good day today, a lot of workouts so im happy. Had my first Visual art test this morning and i think i did super baaad! So next time i really really need to study more. After that, i had math and i really really like math, as long as its not to easy. Around 11 i went to the gym at north and did some lifting till 1 when i had soccer class. Which is soooo fun! Nothing will ever beat how i feel when i play soccer thats for sure. When i got home i went over to Marina and we went out for a run, which was nice tho the weather was amazing. Ended my workouts with some abs outside of Fugate (a doormhouse) Then i went and hung out with Shannon for a while. And now im home. Gonna start studying for my macro test on friday! And after that im off for spring break! Gonna be super, i need to come away and clear my head and get some new energy for the last month here.

It feels like im only doing sunday blogs nowadays.  But thats when i do have time to do this. Cuz the other days im up with school work. I had my second math test last thursday and hopefully i did good, i hope i do. cuz i really really wanna get an A in math. Other than that, KB was here again, she pretty much lives here, me liiike! Ended up with us being the party ppl again. And i had fuun, i wasnt that drunk so it was nice. Started up at Davids house, went to the freshmens house, and then over to JP's as always. I had fun, even tho my girl almost got into a fight with one of my team mates but it was ok after they talked. Jp's was ok but i got really bored to i left and hung out with Shannon instead. Around 3 i left and was walking home, but i meet my sweet David, haha we took the car. Picked KB up and drove to MC and Sheets for food. And KB as sooo drunk, and when she ordered, i dont even know how to explain it. But i havent laught so much in such a long time. Me and KB was home around 5-6 and then we talked to Scott in phone till we fell asleep.  Woke up and she had to leave, but she is coming back on thursday cuz on saturday we're leaving for MEXICO!

I had a looong weekend, due to some snow, like 5 cm the school closed today so i had one day extra, which was super nice.

...... I dont know what to write, well im getting super pissed at my O on my computer cuz its fucked up and dont wanna work sometimes! Other than that its fine, school is  school, and now we practicing 4 times a week with the team and then i have soccer class 2 times a week so i play soccer 6 times a week and then i do my lifting and my other things so im happy! What im afraid of is that NCAA wont approve my stuff i eat to get stronger but we'll see, im gonna talk to Steve (athletic trainer) tomorrow and maybe he have an answer.

KB left today and now its four weeks till we meet again but then we're going to MEXICO so im happy.

This weekend was a KB weekend so friday was party, and it was fun. Since it was four weeks to Mexico we decided to have a Mexican night, so we ate mexican food and then drank mexican beer and tequila! Over all the night was super nice. But towards the end it was so much drama, people were angry at each other and people were jealous and yeah i dont know. And i dont know whats going on with the recruits that comes here, last week the recruit got sooo drunk so he passed out, this weekend they got so high and made out with the nastiest girls ever! And one of them were super nice, but not a good start when being a recuit. Well I had fun and i think KB did too so.

Back on track, school and workout, today i did insanity and then ran some which is super nice.. Then me, Kevin, Dom and Gerron did some math, cuz on thursday i have my first test for this semester, and its in math and i better get an A. Then on friday i have macroeconomics test, i dont know where to start. But ill talk to Perny and she have to help me. But first math!